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'Existence, well what does it matter? I exsist on the best terms I can. The past is now part of my future, the present is well out of hand. I know I'm intruding on your life, not you on mine. I felt as if things were becoming a bit clearer earlier on, but can now see everything falling to pieces before my eyes. I'm paying dearly for past mistakes. I never realised how one mistake in my life some four or five years ago would make me feel how I do. I struggle between what I know is right in my own mind, and some warped truthfulness as seen through other people's eyes, who have no heart, and can't see the difference anyway. The struggle between man's conscience and his heart until things go too far, get out of hand, and can never be repaired. Is everything so worthless in the end? Is there any more? What lies beyond? What is left to carry on? I felt I had to tell you this even though it might change your feelings for me. I've been thinking of you constantly, trying to rationalise our situation, thinking of the things we've done. Images and thoughts prey on my mind, before my eyes all times of the day and night. And while some things are beyond my understanding, I know that I love you and will do forever. Until I see you again, I miss you with all my heart. It's a lie to say "I'm not afraid any more".' Vol.7: I wanted to use underground and underrated bands that deserve to get known by people, I don't wanna use all the same shitty mainstream bands everyone else uses in their videos, get involved in the underground ;) I'm a professional designer: IF ANY BANDS ARE IN NEED OF PROFESSIONAL DESIGN WORK, MYSPACE LAYOUTS, EVENT FLYERS, MERCHANDISE, CD ARTWORK, BANNERS OR ANYTHING ELSE, THEN HIT UP MY COMPANY EPIC DESIGN FOR AN AFFORDABLE QUOTE! I'VE WORKED WITH SOME OF THE BIGGEST BANDS ALL OVER THE WORLD :) Feel free to check out my portfolio for my previous work also: http://www.myspace.com/xepicdesignx ---- It would really mean alot if you could add my band I'm a vocalist for: http://www.facebook.com/Conceptionsuk ------ Feel free to add me on my personal Facebook! For networking or for information on these bands and how to purchase/download their music :) http://www.facebook.com/xmitzeyx ----- Bands included in this video: Intro: We Stare At Mirrors (UK) - Ticking Timebomb http://www.facebook.com/pages/We-Stare-At-Mirrors/115163701513 More Than Life - I've Lost Track Of Everything (UK) http://www.facebook.com/pages/More-Than-Life/195651969876 Lions Lions (US) - Killing Your Grace http://www.myspace.com/lionslions Restore (Formerly Cadence) (US) - Defeat.Release. http://www.facebook.com/restoremusic At Half Mast (US) - The Longest Day This Year http://www.myspace.com/athalfmasthc Harbours (US) - Branches http://www.facebook.com/harboursmusic Gideon (US) - False Profits http://www.myspace.com/gideonmetal Foxxes - Careful (UK) http://www.facebook.com/pages/Foxxes/132046313503976 Emmure - Last Words To Rose (US) http://www.myspace.com/emmure Beginnings (US) - Intro http://www.facebook.com/Beginningstx As Bound With Them (US) - Take Heart http://www.myspace.com/asboundwiththem Across Five Aprils (US) - My Sins Stacked To The Heaven http://www.myspace.com/acrossfiveaprils Vol.8 coming soon! --- Vol. 6: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XrMgNEpQ3s Vol. 5: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=of7x5XGinT0&feature=related Vol. 4: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqU8VrW0hQs&feature=related Vol. 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_HeCBM3qKo&feature=related Vol. 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvLZHpbJncM&feature=related Vol. 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYV-mCyE3-4&feature=related [Note: I do not claim I own any of these songs. I have purchased all songs in this video, it's purely for promotion purposes for other people to get to know other more underrated underground bands around the world, no copyright infringement intended. Video footage is from a dvd I have brought and purchased legally.]
